monkeyy box

SHOPPINGGG

2010-10-03T21:57:00.000+11:00

hello hello. so today i was going out, but asking around no one wanted to come wiht me. i was heading out to parra westfield to see my old workmates at the newsagency. i planned to stop at auburn first to buy some stuff then continue on my journey to parra. my shopping list

*foundation brush
*better foundation
*clothes (incredibly vague i know)

So when i got to auburn, i ddin't know what to get.. went to big w and got these:

face mask things, really cute packaging i reckon, they cost liek $1.50 each.. and i tried the pink one and i smelt like strawberries :)

then i walked over to aldi, cos i haven't really been there much. really cheap stuff there. and from aldi i got a shitty lookin foundation and toner:

right.. what happened next.. my mind's kinda blank.. umm OH YEAH i went over to vinnies. spent like half an hour in there. pick out three things to try on: a really nice blue dress, a weird green dress i think its a dress and some dance top. i ripped the blue dress :( it was so pretty, and the dance top made me look fattish. so i was lef tiwth this kiddo who needs some ironing

$3.50

then i was on my way to auburn station i decided to check out a pharmacy for makeup brushes, they had none, but one of the shop ladies was like 'we have a australis makeup brush set for free if you spend more than $25, but i'll give it to you if you buy anything australis'. got a long lasting eyeliner cost $10 FRICKIN HELL. oh well i got a makeup brush set, its worth alot i'm assuming like... $40+

pretty groovy ey?

So i finally got to parra =D and... i went to.... SES omgg i got these two matching tops for $4 each. batwing tops!!!! i've wanted a nice one for a while~

some facotry outlet place and i got some awesomey things.

*the groovy doovy sunnies for 2 for $10 (i feel like tom cruise when i wear them)
*hot wallet, i feel classy with it. $10 i have a feeling it'll die in 10 weeks
* cool bday cards 50c each. they're so pretty
* cotton balls for the toner i bought.

then i went to the level 3 newsagency and chatted to monu for a while. he got an arranged marriage to a 20 y.o. indian girl (he's 24) and he's going to india next saturday to meet her.

then i flew up to level 5 to meet the boys (and girls) new girl called allison was doing her first shift there. talked with my peeps for a while :) they all seem to think that i'm coming back... poor things
anyway i then went to some little store and got this for $6 some 50% sale.

then i went to gloss which was also having a sale.

right so imma gonna introduce these things, the two on the left shimmer glitter nail polishes $2 each
third is a foundation for blemishes. apaprently it heals blemishes or something $5 75% (gasp)
and the other one is some basic makeup

then i rushed off back to lidcombe passing crowds of dragons and roosters supporters. and i walked home with one of my new sunnies :D
so kiddos adding everything up i spent just under $77
oh thats bad =\
at least i got everything i wanted.

2010-09-30T22:18:00.000+10:00

aww what a cute face

ANYWAY, today when i was walking home, it was like super windy, cold , etc. but besides that point i was thinking to myself; thinking about my job, kids i work with, how awesome i am with kids (teehee). ohh wait i need to use the awesome face for that....
*search* *save*
AHA

ohk, back on track. i was like. 'whoa zis job of teaching kids has actualyl dumbed me down.... heaps'.its pretty true, cos the way which i get through to kids is by thinking like them.. and that cuts backs a few years of my intelligence... hmph
how do child care centre people do it?

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list of things to get done ~~before the end of holidays~~ when i'm bothered

organise stationary for year 12

clean out my wardrobe

buy presents for : karen, phoebe, twins, jo p (argh)

name my eight goldfish =D

learn rainism dance (lead part), and miss A and shitloads more dances

finish a god damn song on the keyboard which i can sing to

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ahhh. some of you mightve remmeber my superficial ideal guy list. yeah yeah. and IF i could add something to it.. or somethings. i'll be like;

#subtle cologney or manperfume smell *dreamy look

#owns at least one pair of Nike airs :D

2010-09-29T20:06:00.001+10:00

all the single ladies

korean movies

2010-09-24T22:02:00.000+10:00

i watched two korean movies today :)

'someone special' and 'hello school girl'.

in all seriousness 'someone special sucked *growl*

and the main guys in both the movies were ugly *double growl*

hello school girl was a really good movie though.
so what is it about? well if i tell you the plot, you'll probably be like 'ewwww'. but seriously, its a tad more complicated than that:
so i've warned you, dont say ew.
well there are two stories going on i nthe movie, which are connected. but the main one is abotu an 18 y.o. school girl and a 30 year old man. and how they .. develop feelings for each other.
.....
see?? that sounds really weird DX
i guess you jsut have to see hte movie for yourself. btw i think the main actress there; lee yeon hee is the prettiest/cutest girl i've ever seen. like her smile is so pretty and her face is so like nice. jsut really pretty.

2010-09-21T22:19:00.000+10:00

Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together, discussing how important their children are.
The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'."
The second Catholic woman chirps, "Well, my son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'."
The third Catholic woman says smugly, "Well, not to put you down, but my son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say 'Your Eminence'."
The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?"
She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6' 2", hard bodied, well hung, male stripper. Whenever he walks into a room, women say, "My God...."
_______
A cute little old lady goes to the doctor and says, "Doctor I have this problem with gas, but it really doesn't bother me too much. They never smell and are always silent. As a matter of fact I've farted at least 10 times since I've been here in your office. You didn't know I was farting because they don't smell and are silent."

The doctor says, "I see. Take these pills and come back to see me next week."
The next week the lady returns. "Doctor," she says, "I don't know what the heck you gave me, but now my farts, although still silent, stink terribly".
"Good," the doctor said. "Now that we've cleared up your sinuses, let's work on your hearing."
_______
A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam.

The doctor arrived, examined the baby, checked his weight, and being a little concerned, asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed.
"Breast-fed" she replied.
"Well, strip down to your waist," the doctor ordered.
She did. He pressed, kneaded, and pinched both breasts for a while in a detailed examination.
Motioning to her to get dressed, he said, "No wonder this baby is hungry. You don't have any milk." "I know," she said, "I'm his Grandma, but I'm glad I came".

2010-09-21T21:44:00.002+10:00

can't read it?
pull the corners of your eyes so its like super squinty.. like asian..(being racist)
can you read it now??

quiz (ripped off william)

2010-09-18T20:18:00.001+10:00

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
my room (durs)
2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
sounds scary; umm hoodie, pants and the essentials
3. What is your current problem?
my pimples >8(
4. What makes you happy most?
being around happy friends
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
everything-michael buble
6. Any celeb you would marry?
jaebeom.taeyang.kimbum.donghae.yunho.jonghyun.onew.nickhun.josephvincent.wesleychan.nickjonas.chadmichaelmurray.
7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
some girl called jessica
8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
define large; i've sung a few times at the opera in a massive choir. i've done a duet with a friend in front of like.. 300+ i was like 10. sigh
9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
i used to look like sooyoung apparently...
10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows?
shitloads
11. Do you speak any languages?
no durr... eng, canto, mando kinda..
12.Do you ever watch MTV?
i have

Chapter 1:
1. Middle name: N/A
2. Nickname(s) (for friends ):
xim, dimxim, monkeyy, xmas, they are more..
3. Current location:
home
4. Eye color:
black..with some browniness
5. Do you get along well with your parents?:
depends.

Chapter 2: Favorites
1. Ice cream :
something with chocolate
2. Shampoo/conditioner:
despite what everyone says, pantene <3
3. Person :
i have many favourite people

Chapter 3: Do You...
1. Dance in the shower?
pfft sif its big enough
2. Do you write on your hand?:
alot
3. Call people back?:
no i pick up
4. Believe in love?:
can anybody find meeeeeeeeeee. somebody to lovee
5. Any mental health issues?:
no dont think so?

Chapter 4: Have You.
1. Broken a bone?:
non
2. Sprained anything?:
non
3. Had physical therapy?:
non
4. Gotten stitches ?:
non
5. Taken painkillers?:
who doesn't? (everymonth..)
HOW I END MY SENTENCES
1. I love: you,
2. I don't understand: you
3.When I wake up in the morning: I feel like P.Diddy. (high five william)
4. Life is full of: drama
5. I get annoyed very quickly when: people ignore me, or get technical with me.
6.Parties are : for animals :)
7. Female Dogs are: bitches
8. Cats are: felines
9. Tomorrow is: sunday :O
10. I have a low tolerance for: people who look down on me and give me dirties
11. If I had a million dollars: invest, because i wanna be a billionaire so frickin bad.

2010-09-17T21:26:00.001+10:00

tumblring around

2010-09-14T18:04:00.002+10:00

2010-09-14T16:31:00.000+10:00

Oh god, I found my Year 9 SRP today and I was reading through it; it’s terrible. I was investigating which colour glow stick lasted the longest, which is according to my findings; is yellow. Here’s an extract of my conclusion;

“My findings could start a yellow glow stick revolution. Since yellow glow sticks last longer, factories would produce less glow sticks, because they last longer. And the decrease in glow stick production, mean a decrease in plastic use; good for the environment.

In contrast, there could possibly be a decrease in glow stick sales commercially, this would mean masses of people losing jobs. The decrease in sales would be because part goers don’t want to attend an ‘All Yellow Glow stick party:."

That part cracked me up. As you can tell from this extract, I had a developed understanding of economics back in year 9.
Then i continue on abut, less parties, less admissions to hospitals during the weekend, stopping global warming, reduction in levels of drug and alchohol abuse, and helping people on camping trips... because campers use glowsticks....

tell me what you think of it ey??

picking out a social dress

2010-09-12T14:15:00.000+10:00

decided to get one off yesstyle =D

i rkn this dress is pretty groovy but i can't pull it off D:

super sexy; but again, my shoulders DX

cool dress, don't see why peopel don't liek it...

and so i'm going for this plain one, suits the theme well; casino royale i think,,, but yeah ta da.
now hopefully my friend will help me by it with her mum's paypal :D

2010-09-10T22:29:00.000+10:00

guess who was on my bus this morning?....
jordan rodrigues:
for those who've been living under a rock, he played jai in home and away (pretty shit there)
and now he play christian in dance academy (tres hot in that)

2010-09-08T22:05:00.001+10:00

super violent game
but the animnations are so sos os cute
http://www.boredgames.co.uk/17whckboss.html

and this is how i study

2010-09-08T21:37:00.000+10:00

8:31pm.
*stretch* i finally organised my all my sheets and booklets for my subjects; stapled accordingly, clipped together. c'est perfection.
well i spent 1/2 hour looking for fold back clips then i found a stash of assotred paperclips and stuff so i tided them and sorted them =)
time wasting =(

8:44pm:
still haven't started to study yet. got off a super duper challenging conversation with kd. and we have a hardcore bet. i won't mention what it is. but since he gets a head start, the wager isn't really much to me.
kd was like.
# loser strips in a public park and does a lap
then
#loser strips in hurstville westfield and runs a round
# loser strips at a family outing
#loser just strips down to the essentials and runs around westfield

then after all that i was like.. i have a huge chance of losing so i brought it down to loser runs around bondi beach in a bikini. which really to a chick is nothing. its not too bad for a guy...

but yeah kd's trying to make it into something more exciting *facepalm*

8:55pm
need to shower.

9:10pm
TIME TO DO WORK. oh wait EWWW.. someone just showed me a copy cat if SHINee's ring ding dong.

the sexy original:

the wtf eyesore copycat

NOW i AM going to study :)
*pat on the back*

oh btw i've got maroon 5's 'she will be loved' stuck in my head.
and ohhh 'just the way you are' bruno mars is so sweeet D:

pee's attempt of artistic writing on my hand

ciao

monkeyy xx

2010-09-07T18:39:00.001+10:00

yeah.nah.yeah.nah.yeah.nah

2010-09-05T23:21:00.002+10:00

i'm in need of a haircut.

2010-09-03T21:41:00.002+10:00

righto, i feel a sense of completion since i'm up to date with; offsrping, covert affiars and criminal minds.
time to get into the hardcore shit;
english orals, then a whole string of exams.
great...l

Star Spangled Banner

2010-09-03T18:12:00.000+10:00

i do this every now and then, just looking at different renditions of the star spangled banner xD

this is like. THE cutest

2010-09-01T22:44:00.000+10:00

>< i've bee meaning to continue that ten day thing.
cept i still can't think of any turn offs. i think ill skip it until some pop up.

*looks at the rest of the list.
oh emm gee. cbf .

oh i thought of something to talk about.
there's this girl in my grade, and i swear she talks like she came out of a chick flick.

'like omg, i wanna be like a hot mum when i grow up.. like a milf. you know?'
'like omg sighssss'
'ohh ohhh ohh my gawd'
'omagawd gee to the bus
(i asked her waht that meant, its her way of saying jeebus)

then i told her that she sounded like she came from a chick flick and she said.
'oh. like mean girls'?
'yeah kinda'
'omg i love that movie. don't you reckon regina is like.. sooo pretty?'
'she's alright'
'omg she's like so pretty'

2010-08-31T18:54:00.002+10:00

shimmy and fi

2010-08-30T21:32:00.000+10:00

(i chose the best ones of me hohoho) anywhooo in the photo album of me and fiona we have 114 photos :O
(including 3 of mr kominos)

2010-08-28T21:09:00.000+10:00

holy fuck things at home were bad last night.
but oh sigh.
what else cani do?
anyway. i called my boss to say that i'm quitting the newsagency job :(
next sunday (5th september) will be my last day. and you know what is also special about 5th september? well exactly one year ago (05.09.09) i started my very first shift there D:

2010-08-28T20:24:00.000+10:00

Add caption

i really really really like this picture for some reason.

super pretty

towers of moustache cups xD

day five: six things you wish you’d never done.

2010-08-26T20:33:00.000+10:00

well i'm agnostic. so i guess i believe that everything i've done or anything's that's happen to me happened for a reason. so i usually don't regret doing things. i just focus on. so yeah. omg damn i have to skip this one as well then. urgh how retarded.

day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
hmmm
mum.loz.pee.zee.....
can't think of a last one.
shouldnt have to

oh but if i must ben
ill add you.

2010-08-25T22:00:00.001+10:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK
i spent half an hour typing my heart out in a diary entry and its all gone
GONE

day three: eight ways to win your heart.

2010-08-25T21:04:00.000+10:00

just before i do my day three, i'm just goign to talk about my day =)
#well it didn't start off well, maths test, couldn't do last question.
#then we had modern, which was pretty cool cos the teacher wasn't here, so me and diana were listening/watching kpop for the double period. (hohoho)
#lunch was SO fun, i played basketball with people from my group and guys from diana's groups. 3 guys against 7 girls. it was fun and really funny :L
obviously we won :)
and i've got a box of chocolates which i need to sell. =\

anyway back to 'day three'; eight things to win my heart..
hmm this is gonna be real strange if my bf reads this.
therefore, yeah i won't write it =\

SKIPPING TO DAY FOUR
day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. my pimples, ionno they're always annoying me
2. my hair, same as one
3. zhi slips in at the worst of times, bit of a worry
4. msuic, i've usually got a song stuck in my head, right now its 'i need a girl' (william's fault)
5. homeworK; i've usualyl got something over due
6. where i'll be in 10 years time; the closer i get to teh end of high school the more uncertain i am of my future
7. chocolate

day two: nine things about yourself.

2010-08-24T21:48:00.000+10:00

righto, so i'm meant to say something about myself.. nine things about myself.. urgh how lame.
couldn't it be more specific? like nine interesting things? or nine general things?.. meh i'll do both

general things

1. my name is ximia

:O shock horror

2. i'm 16
3. i'm in yr 11
4. i'm 167.8cm tall
5. i'm a girl (i think i shouldve said that earlier..)
6. i'm 58kg
7. i'm born on march 21, harmony day, borderline of pisces and aries
8. oh i live in australia ;D
9. i have two part time jobs

now for ze coool things =) (it's so hard to cut it down to nine things, i really could go on forever)
cool things
1. i've been swimming since i was 3, so i spose that explains my broad shoulders and big feet
2. one of my earliest memories was when i choked on a butterscotch lolly and ran up the stairs of the unit, into the house, into the bathroom and tried to cough it up into the bath tub. i can vividly remember watching the lolly sail down into the drain. and my mum was laughing during the whole time because i kept on screaming 'SAVE ME SAVE ME' in cantonese. she obviously did not understand that i couldve died :(
3. right now some of my favourite tv shows include; criminal minds, covert affairs, how i met your mother, offspring (still early)
4. i have the same thumb as megan fox
5. i have shitloads of white hair, shit loads
6. i can play the recorder real well xD (that's right)
7. my most played song of all time is probably 'fallin for you' by colbie caillat
8. i have 3 moles of my left arm and if you join them up with lines; they make a right angled triangle
9. i'm cool

I have also seen children successfully surmounting the effects of an evil inheritance. That is due to purity being an inherent attribute of the soul.

-ghandi

day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

2010-08-23T21:24:00.000+10:00

well i'm not goign to put names to these people, so have fun trying to figure it out

1. i feel like shaving you bald (i want to say that to alot of peopel actually)
2. you're ugly; inside and outside
3. ahhhh, i feel like eating you up; so cute
4. you'll find a girl dw dw
5. muahaha you owe me $11.00 on bets
6. holy fuck, you look perfect
7. i know you're not dumb, its annoying when you act liek you are
8. woman, our kids are gonna grow up together
9. you think you're cooler than me?
10. where are you goingg???

2010-08-22T18:32:00.003+10:00

2010-08-21T18:38:00.001+10:00

2010-08-21T18:25:00.000+10:00

Here’s to the kids who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone; who spend hours reading random love quotes to find the right one; who wait online for that one certain person to sign on just to say hello; who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot; who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and whose wish upon a shooting star was wasted on someone that will never care.

sick :(

2010-08-20T22:04:00.000+10:00

grrr... i'm sick again, and i havdn't even recovered from the last flu i got in the holidays :(
i woke up this morning without my voice. well i didn't exactly lose it, i could squeak.. and make some awful pitchy noises =\ so i decided to stay home. take some naps

watched abit of wicker park and movie with thtat cute guy from pearl harbour hte movie and i watched some of the new chanell ten series 'offspring' there's heaps of ads of it, and its actually not that bad. =D

and i just tried learning a bit of the nu abo dance ( my form of exercise). and i'm about a minute into the dance, not bad i guess.

anywhoo the throat is still on fire :(

pretty picture time

21 March 1994

2010-08-19T22:03:00.000+10:00

#born on a monday
#life path number; 11
should get along with those with life path number 3&6
probably won't get along wiht those with life path number 9
#american indian zodiac sign: hawk
#birth plant: dandelion
#lucky number: 9
#birth flower: Daffodil
#birth stone: aquamarine
#birth tree:oak
#lucky day: tuesday

room tour

2010-08-19T21:21:00.000+10:00

wooo, today i finished getting a whole heap of junk out of my room and so i thought 'ey i could do a tour of my room in my blog'. well there isn't much tot show, its pretty damn small.

standing at the door, yeah this is practically how big my room is.

one of my very many cool shelves. hmm anything interesting? knitting needles, kid photos, maccas cap on the left

my other cool shelf. fahreneheit poster up there, black eyed peas poster, kids books, textbooks.

a poster made of fashion pictures i put together

damn shouldve taken a close up of that frame, but yeah i spent awhile cuttings things out of magazines to make that. old toys

fashion posters, mainly from huge catalogues i find.oh there's an ad on the left, the A4 one for chivas, i stuck it up cos i like the tagline :D um yeah some memorable things; invitations and stuff. i'll stick up photos once there are good photos of me.. ooo some of my stuffed toys.

another poster... market city catalogue?

and a glow in the dark moon on my ceiling, i used to have stars up there but they fell off and i couldnt be bothered sticking htem back up.

that was fun :)

maybe i should do a tour of my wardobe :o

another time perhaps.

ciao~

superstitutions

2010-08-18T21:33:00.000+10:00

argh goddamnit my mum is so superstitious its so not funny.
& ximia don't sweep the floor before dinner, its bad luck
& don't leave the scissors on the bed, your baby will be born with an ear cut off

and there are a few others whihc i have chosen to forget BUT the latest one;
& don't go out by yourself at night. because its a dangerous month on the lunar calendar, there are ghosts out there. you know when your aunty was young she went out during this lunar month and she came back with a lopsided mouth forever!!!

and i was like... mum you don't even let me go out at night. peace out man.
ok not those exact words cut the last 3 off, but yeah you see what i mean D=

oh i love these

2010-08-16T22:35:00.000+10:00

1. What is your middle name?

don't have one :(

2. How big is your bed?
it's a single bed so kinda small.
3.What are you listening to right now?
what if- jason derulo

4. What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
9796

5. What was the last thing you ate?
rice =D
6. Last person you hugged?
cathy whose leaving D=
7. How is the weather right now?
Calm, spring's approaching =D
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mum (shows how cooool i am)

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes, hair or walk

10. Favorite type of Food?
junk food

11. Do you want children?
well dur

12. Hair color?
i want super dark brown hair (no whites)
13. Do you wear contacts?
nope.

14. Favorite holiday?
a free one
15. Favorite Season?
autumn

16. Have you ever cried over a love lost?
haven't 'lost love' before

17. Last Movie you watched?
Meet the Robinsons; they have the hottest frogs =D and the evil guy is SO awesome

18. What books are you reading?
trying to finish reading emma (austen)

19. Piercings?
none

20. Favorite Movie?
umm, some romantic comedy =D

21. Favorite college football team?
not american

22. What were you doing before filling this out?
facebooking and msning, which i'm still doing now
25. Favorite animal?
i love dogs esp puppies.

26. Favorite drink?
grape juice

27. Favorite flower?
daisies

28. Have you ever loved someone?
not sure..
29. Who would you like to see right now?
zhi :)
30. What color are your bedroom walls?
lemon yellow
31. Have you ever fired a gun?
like a water gun? yeah

32. Do you like to travel by plane?
i like lift off

33. Right-handed or Left-handed?
righthanded- i know how plain

34. If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
willy wonka's chocolate factory *drools*
35. Are you missing someone?
=)

36. Do you have a tattoo?
nope, but hoping to get one

37. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
YES, saturday disney

38. Are you hiding something from someone right now?
i always hide a few things

39. Are you 18?
no

40. What is the wallpaper on your cellphone?
taeyang half naked

41. Are you afraid of the dark?
i used to be frickin scared, still am abit

42. Favorite hangout:
city, or a sunny day on the lowers

43. 3 things you can't live without?
1. friends and family 2. music 3. money

44. Favorite songs?
#i want it that way- BBB
#fallin for you colbie caillat
#lucky- colbie caillat jason mraz
# rainbow connection- jason mraz
#save me- josh verdes
#statue- lil eddie
# everything- michael buble
#feeling good- micahel buble
#smile- uncle kracker
that's all i can think of now...

45. What are you afraid of?
clusters of small holes ARHGHHH

46. Are you a giver or a taker?
i give and take alot

47. What are your nicknames?
xim, dimxim, xmas, monkey

48. What is your dad's middle name?

49. What do you sleep in?
what else??

50. Stuck on a deserted island, and can only bring one thing?
very strong sleeping pills

51. Favorite TV commercial?
i've had a few. darnnnit can't think of any

52. First thing you'll save in a fire?
my memories box

53. What is your favorite color?
blue

54. What are the things you always bring with you?
phone, mp3, wallet, vaseline, p.k.

55. What did you want to be when you were a kid?
volley ball player

56. What do you usually do when the alarm turns on?
i turn it off with my eyes closed and sleep for a while more

57. What color is your bedsheet?
multicoloured

58. Who do you want to meet?
soo many celebrities (long list)

59. What do you think about before you go to bed?
i remember all these weird moments.

2010-08-15T22:56:00.000+10:00

hi all. not sure what to say...
atm i'm listening to mouse trap heart (again);
'mayday mayday she gonna blow it all apart'
oh how fitting i'm writing an essay on the pearl harbour attack.

wahh i miss zhi
where's my little gangster x)

anywhoo i have to teach chess tommorw nad its the office girls' last day. OH shit, i haven't organised a lesson. shit shit. oh well i'll do that in school tomoz

2010-08-15T22:30:00.001+10:00

2010-08-12T01:42:00.000+10:00

good morning
its 1:40am Thursday morning, and i'm still trying to finish my eco.
my Eco in calss assessment is in about 7 hours time. and i still have a whole heap to do.

2010-08-11T22:28:00.003+10:00

hi economics,
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh hello there modern history
GARRrrrrrrrrr

2010-08-09T22:55:00.000+10:00

planned dances to do with pee, mika, etc.

Gee: SNSD

NU abo: f(x)

good girl bad girl: miss A

huh: 4minute

genie: SNSD

2010-08-09T21:39:00.002+10:00

2010-08-09T20:36:00.000+10:00

had a dream last night that nick jonas was serenading me :D
cept the song kinda didn't match; 'S.O.S' and halfway through all these fans chase him off xD

good girl bad girl (miss A)

2010-08-09T20:30:00.002+10:00

fb 'browsing'

2010-08-08T23:00:00.000+10:00

=\ you know those chicks.. who are like sluts. who overuse makeup and wear super revealing tshirts with dyed hair and crazy nails. urgh so tacky. anywhoo i found a chick from my old school (lets call her $)
$ is like urgh eww. gahh. she uses words like; 'bebe, babehhh' so tacky *shudder* and puts up her maincured middle finger. such a sleaze
and one of her favourite quotes is:
every woman needs four animals in her life. a mink in her closet, a jaguar int eh garage, a tiger in her bed and an ass to pay for it all.
i mean srsly.. wtf. she looked way better like natural.. with proper clothes on.. not sticking her ass out in all her photos. and her friend isn't much better, she looks like an alien with all that bad makeup and pouting. eww the pouting.
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. i found the cutest picture. which i won't post. just in case these people see this. you can ask me on msn or something.
p.s. i don't know them. but goddamnit its a cute picture
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eyy i've seen that girl from tutoring!
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whoa how can a girl be tagged in 2,400 photos? oh well she has the party life.

2010-08-08T21:29:00.000+10:00

i'm going to sound like a 12 year old girl here; but the jonas brothers are like sooo coool.
cos i was watchign saturday disney yesterday and there's ashow about them. they're like ... so coool :D

i have alot of things to do:
# eco articles- 50% complete
# modern major project- 10 % complete
# maths hw - 20% done

hmm that aint very good :(

grease is cool.

2010-08-06T17:34:00.000+10:00

heaven f.t. island

2010-08-05T19:21:00.002+10:00

this is a bit of an oldie. but i was listening to the song and remmebered that it had a really good mv. its SO sad at the end i cried :(

heaven by f.t. island part 2:

2010-08-04T21:25:00.001+10:00

i wish you were here......

:(

in my room

with me on my bed

with the lights off

under the blanket

so i can show you my new watch that glows in the dark

2010-08-04T20:59:00.002+10:00

The Official Girl Code

The Official Guy Code

if you're bothered to read it all, tell me what oyu think of it in the cbox

===>

2010-08-04T20:35:00.000+10:00

i've been putting this off for a looong time. its liek a week over might as well get it over and done with.

dear reflection-in-the-mirror;
actually scrap that, i don't like looking in the mirror. dislike.so lets just pretend im sitting here, talking to myself wihtout looking at my face

woman, too much is goign through your mind. so much has happened this year; you've grown up so more, its tough. you've met so many new people, had to balance shitloads of relationships with different people, care for alot of people. you've got heaps on your plate don't think you can finish it all, some stuff's gonna have to go in the bin, and you have to eat some yucky things. blergh. and to make it worse, you keep on piling more. so you can't hold everything up.

life at home is... a mess. dad moved out, lawrence's problems, mum's long list of illnesses, the house reorganising. always runnign around doign some chore, listening to mum shout, scream, yell.. fuck.
school is shit, you can't finish all the work. your marks are crap.
your personality is a mess; mean to alot of people, ignore alot of people alittle self centred at times.
i'm not gonna start about my phyiscal image.

this sounds so depressing. i should say something good about myself.
well umm ximia, i guess you can make people laugh :) and laughter is sunshine for the soul as some say.
you also can have a high tolerance rate. so you can take shit easily.

if i was writing this last year, it was be completely different. my life has gone from complex to insanely packed. i just reckon that this year, i've changed so much, like a metamorphsis, i just hope i come out as a beautiful butterfly.

yours truly,
ximia

still alive

2010-07-31T22:19:00.000+10:00

hi everyone.. who ever still reads this shit.
just shouting out that i am still alive.
and i have some pictures i fell in love with

songs which i can't stop singing/playing:

# hate that i love you

# rainbow connection

2010-07-28T17:35:00.000+10:00

"... and then i walked home crying in the rain"

femenino plural por factorygirl

2010-07-27T20:45:00.000+10:00

for those who wonder where i get most of my random pictures from. i get it from a tumblr called femenino plural (which i think in spanish means lots of feminity).
ANYHOW, its basically has alot of pictures of chicks in different styles, but they all just show how we're all a form of art. ionno am i reading too deep?
so warning for the unstable minded, there is nudity, it is controversial, but its art. so don't argue with that.

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Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

dear yale:
yes i do remmeber that pinky promise on the train. 'siblings forever'. they say friends are the family you chose and that your family are people you will be stuck forever because you have an internal bond. needless to say; you're both.
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Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
... i meet alot of friendly people/

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Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
dear jennifer;
ohh look, another letter for you. hmm anyhow. you're were so mean to me, but they changed my life for the better. i've learnt to not trust certain people, to be more vigilant of people i'm around. ionno, you've kind of build me up to be stronger. you and anna bullied me, you know it, and i hope you'll remmeber it. cos haha look whose the cool chick now ey?
alright, i shouldn't start to be a bitch.. i suppose i can forgive you, karma gets around to everyone eventually. i can't say that i've been an angel to everyone. you just.. live, learn forgive..
and this is where i pull out the awesome quote

every saint has a past, every sinner has a future
-oscar wilde

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
it's the same as people i want to talk to more than i do.

tommorow i'm going to write the last and biggest one:
to my reflection in the mirror

factory girl

2010-07-25T22:31:00.000+10:00

2010-07-25T21:06:00.000+10:00

zeke you stick.

2010-07-25T19:45:00.000+10:00

MASTERCHEFFF

credits to pee. cutest cupcakes

2010-07-24T22:29:00.000+10:00

ewwwwwwww.
i've grown so fat. i don't exercise anymore cos its winter and its cold. so i've now grown this layer of fat on my tummy. i know people are like 'omg ximia, stop complaining, you're not fat blah dee daaa. you're fine the way you are.' well please explain how i gained 3kg in the past 2 months.
so now.. i will, eat less, and try to do something physical everyday.... try. i think i'll get better by spring. and if i keep it up.. hopefully by summer::

*stares longingly at the screen* oh i wish.

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so stand back and wait for summer :L

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seven letters in one shot

2010-07-23T20:54:00.000+10:00

someone who pesters your mind.
alot of people pester my mind. some of youse reading my blog pester my mind. i won't say who. i won't name names.

the one who broke your heart the hardest.
i've been cut a few times, but i don't exactly think that i've had my heart broken, so... non applicable

someone you judged by their first impression.
hi la ben.
upon first impression you seemed really shy. not very outgoing. and usually my first impressions are right. however i realise that you are... a manslut, a dj, a cook and really annoying. so yeah you proved me wrong about my first impressions.

someone you want to give a second chance to
i think i give too many chances. people say 'oh give him/her a second chance' and i end up giving ten. seriously kills me.

the last person you kissed.
to the last person i kissed.
aish i was sick. how retarded was that. but other than that... :)
i'm not gonna complain
its just one of those things you'll remember. <3

the person you gave you your favourite memory.
my friends have given the best memories ever. especially my current friends; pee, jot, ticky. you guys, are so awesome. i just love laughing with you guys, thanks for accepting my lameness and just making life so much better everyday

the person you know that is going through the worst of times

dear yale:
it was the best of times, it was the worst of times. you're a very complicated person and therefore your problems are.. uncomphrehnsible. (ionno i'm using big words just so we're on the same level). you've screwed up relationships with people and i know that has had a huge impact on you; negatively. maybe the only piece of advice i can give you is;

your life is not like politics, don't associate everything you do to something aspect in politics. also, be more friendly, DON"T BE SO SERIOUS- i've told you that sooo many times goddamnit. and be mindful of other people's feelings.

i hope you overcome your internal conflict and see how life can be so beautiful.

the person that you wish you could be

2010-07-22T20:52:00.000+10:00

hmm so the person i want to be is like a mixture of different things. so basically this is what i want to change
physically:
** bigger eyes
** flawless skin (seriously)
** normal thumbs
** longer legs
** flatter tummy
** narrower nose
** better smile (more upturned)
** smoother hair
** thinner arms
** smaller waist
** higher voice
** thinner legs
** narrower shoulders =O
** better shaped nails
** better immune system

personality wise
** be less green (my deadly sin is envy)
** appreciate what i have
** be more emapthetic
** focus more
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anyhow i was talking to lorraine today. she's liek one of my good chess friends. she got on at redferm cos she goes to st george. anyhow. her and her bf have been together for like.. a year and..4 months or something. and ionno just feel really sorry for her. they haven't really done much personaliy wise. i mean they've been together for 16 months. and apparently he doesnt do anything... and poor lorraine. ionno. why does she stick to the douche. she's pretty, funny, nice, crazy as well xD but i reckon she's being too patient with her bf. she could totally get someone better.
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anyhow. hot shirt and hot shorts.

2010-07-21T23:26:00.000+10:00

Most used words on my facebook statuses
Used 10 times: Very

Used 5 times: Shinwoo
Used 5 times: Happy
Used 4 times: Loves
Used 4 times: Cold
Used 4 times: Beach
Used 3 times: Till
Used 3 times: Watching
Used 3 times: Realised
Used 3 times: Thinks
Used 3 times: Really
Used 3 times: Awesome
Used 3 times: Hates
Used 3 times: Sick
Used 3 times: Finally
Used 3 times: Anyone
Used 3 times: Feels
Used 3 times: Trying
Used 3 times: Saw
Used 2 times: Wearing
Used 2 times: Open
Used 2 times: Thought
Used 2 times: Kinda
Used 2 times: Type
Used 2 times: Birthday
Used 2 times: Cutest

2010-07-21T22:12:00.001+10:00

boys over flowers

2010-07-21T20:37:00.000+10:00

goo jun pyo and jandi :)

the chick is so fuckin annoying. and jun pyo is like smug, but has inner cuteness

yijung =D cool cool cool guy. ga eul is so pretty

oh love dee

2010-07-21T20:29:00.003+10:00

oh no i broke my chocolate diet. my mum's friend came over and gave us some chocolate bakery thing. she never does that. so out of ALL the days. she chose during my chocolate diet. so yummy though ^^

someone from your childhood.
dear preschool teacher whose name has slipped my mind.
i remember you were my favourite preeschool lady. you played the guitar and we all sang songs with you. and you were so nice to us :) and you were really pretty. oh well. yeah so basically i jsut wanted to thank you for the lovely time i had at pre school. and introducing me to music, singing.
lil eddie : statue

2010-07-20T21:46:00.001+10:00

praise the lord. hugo's finally gotten facebook!

the three wise monkeys

2010-07-20T20:45:00.000+10:00

someone out of your state/country
ooooooft.
i'd fly to america to meet my favourite youtube stars.
i'd fly to south korea to meet my favourite kpop stars
i'd fly to china to see my family.

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but darlin' you are the only exception

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so here's the story behind these photos is so crazy. ok so me jot and jop were in the shelves and i was like: 'hey guys lets do the three wise monkeys!'

so cos i was on teh left i did the 'speak no evil'. and since we were in the shelves i couldnt see what the other two were doing. i was guessing that they were following me. but they weren't.

so all the photos came as me doing that one pose while jop and jot

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Hope is the thing with feathers

That perches in the soul,

And sings the tune without the words,

And never stops at all,

person you miss the most.

2010-07-19T22:44:00.000+10:00

urgh right now i'm doign everythign BUT homework. oh announcement

chocolate diet: 20th July-20th August.

i think they're one of the main factors for my pimples.

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i've got smile by uncle kracker stuck in my head.

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed

Sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head

Spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold

Buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smile

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letter 15# person you miss the most
zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeke (zhi) :)
yeah i'm probably scaring you atm. it's about time i wrote a letter to you, dont you think?
i'll keep it simple cos i know how much you hate reading. *rolls eyes*
so yeah ; i'm missing you so i'm writing you this letter. ^^
hmm i know i'm a bit of a retard sometimes, i complain a little too much, i patronise you alot, i call you retarded heaps..etc etc. but you know i only say it cos i love you. :D
so rewind to spring hols 09. i wrote about that somewhere in my blog. but i remember that's when i first saw you like after.. 6 years. i thought you were pretty damn cool. cept i didn't talk to you much cos you looked untouchable.
so holidays passed, school started, forgot about you. term went by. holidays started. chess started. saw you again. still didnt do anything. cycle went on.
then after autumn holidays, i was like.. i should seriously do something. so thank allan cos he managed to get me your msn. allan's done alot hasn't he xD
anyhow. there's something which i still can't get my head around. and that's why i like you. you're like... very different. (i mean seriously; no facebook no mobile?). but oh well that's the way you live; 'i don't care what people think'. and we dont' like each other's music, different fashion sense, different way of talking.... opposites attact? lol and you're not very.... corny-cheesy-lame, way too cool which is a bit of a problem cos i'm really: corny-cheesy-lame. =D

eww this sounds like some really lame confession letter. =\
i feel like some kind of douche.
hmm what else should i write about. i mean i could say like a gajillion things. anyhow. i still think you're lying when you said that you 'weren't that excited' about friday. oh wait lol, you were 'bending the truth'. i reckon friday was cool ^^ i get like flashbacks alot and i think about it more than i should, and then my girlfriends always ask me about it, so i think about it even more. (btw you have to meet them one day, some are dying to see you).

see you on wednesday yeah?
and aww sorry you had to read so much
love
xim

p.s. oh look what i found. you gave me this maths equation like 2 months ago. lets see if you can solve this with your 24% maths skills: 7i - 9 < 21u - 9
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hah you're probably really sick of this photo by now. (not my fault you dont take photos)

never mind i'll take a better one on wednesday =D

2010-07-19T14:14:00.000+10:00

i feel so retarded today

not motivated.

so much to do

so little time

i just cbf

urgh

usually i'd sing a happy song and i feel better. but my voice hasn't recovered from the flu. the house is a mess, i have papers everywhere.

since i can't sing anything i'll just listen to songs and pretend i'm singing

looking back.

2010-07-19T14:02:00.000+10:00

rediscovered love:

Girl Meets Love (K.Will, Tiffany)

such a good perf considering tiffany's sick D:

but omg, she is so so pretty

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someone you've drifted apart from.

there's alot of people i've drifted from, some i wish i could talk to again, some i don't

dear ben:

remember me? ofcourse you do. how are you? how's the youth group, your friends. still having sleepless nights? i hope you do well in the hsc, and i hope your future is bright. you were a great friendm shame we've drifted, not sure what happened.

to jennifer;

i see you every saturday in my tutoring class. i don't talk to you. i don't want to. remmeber 6 years ago in primary we were like best buddies? little did i know that you were a bitch. you used to shun me and i clinged on. i took your shit. i'm glad we're apart and if you haven't realised, i've climbed higher than you on teh social ladder. i've worked hard for it, and i hope you slap yourself for realising how much of a bitch you were.

hi josh,

we've drifte apart so much. i saw you last week, you walked passed me on the street. and you didn't recognise me, you didn't stop. you've forgotten me. such a liar. 6 months ago, you literally were in obsession. that letter, was like a marriage proposal, you'd turn up at my front door, you'd wait for me to come out onto the street jsut to talk. i didn't like you very much, but hella you were way the opposite. and now for some reason, you can't even remmeber my face. alot of drifting apart.

richard:

where do i start with you. goddamnit. how many years....3? somethign like that. hmm yeah. bad memories.

2010-07-18T20:47:00.001+10:00

2010-07-18T19:20:00.000+10:00

me, jot, jop, and alex down there

not sure what jot and jop are looking at

at the dinner table.

i look really bad there, but i reckon jot looks really hot here

my really bad remake of 'you belong with me'

(there's a video of it somewhere)

letters and memories

2010-07-18T19:08:00.000+10:00

letters _________
A deceased person you wish you could talk to
hi grandpa ( maternal)
you've lived a hard life. i was never close to you as much as i wanted. we lived far apart. i hope you're better where you are now.

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The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
alot of people have hurt me and i've forgiven most of them
but dad. fuckin hell. i won't say i hate you. i really reall really don't like you. you've caused me pain that no one understands. on loz and mum as well.
_________

someone you don't talk to as much as you like

2010-07-17T22:02:00.000+10:00

there are a few people i want to talk to more. but there is always the issue of time, and how you can't find the time to talk to people as much as you'd like.

Yale:
I don’t think we have the time. But it’d be cool if we could talk more. You always raise some interesting issues and I always learn a lot from talking to you.

Pee:
Don’t think I could ever stop talking to you. (That’s right pee shake your head)

Zhi:
Well we’re meant to talk more. Still have shitloads to know about you.

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ohh ohh ohh i got a haircut *spins around* its so awesome. i feel sorry for the hairdresser though. he was like
'how do you dry and wash this, there is SO much'
and after the haircut he was like
'i'm sure your head feels lighter' then he pointed to the pile of hair on the ground
'there's about 2kg there'
i get credit because i went to a hairdressers by myself and i had to speak chinese (Y)

someone you wish you could meet.

2010-07-16T22:50:00.000+10:00

i want to meet alot of people that i watch on youtube:

wongfu productions:
oooft ted, wes and phil you guys are frickin hilarious and the music videos you produce are so creative and original. you reach out to the world's asian population. tres awesome

joseph vincent:
alot of peeps know that i'm your fan =D smooth voice, very suave. i've been a supporter for a while and i wish i could meet you to tell you how awesome your songs are as well as your covers.

charlieissocoollike:
i just want to hear you accent in real life. that's all :D and your balloon animals video was THE funniest.

peter chao:
oh herro. chao outside motherfucker

kevjumba:
you were one of the pioneers of asian internetness. and your dad is so awesome (that sounds wrong).

mychonny:
alright, you're my favourite youtube star. some mornings i wake up with one of your video lines in my head, and it gets stuck there. and i love playing out some scenes from your videos. dude man, you totally represents asian kids and their parents.

2010-07-16T21:03:00.000+10:00

so today i went to parra westfield with zeke. =D
mainly to watch the finaly movie of the toy story sequel. and omg its so funny. i laughed heaps, kinda hard when you're sick cos it gets wheezy. i love when buzz goes spanish and when mr potato head goes tortilla.

*laughs* its so funny and its got a beautiful ending. =D

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overall i had a awesome day with zeke =]

ciao

monkeyy xx

Favourite Internet Friend

2010-07-16T09:39:00.000+10:00

hrmm... i don't have a favourite exactly. i just talk to a bunch of people alot..

An Old Spark

2010-07-15T21:46:00.000+10:00

hey william; this ones for you
it didn't work out very well didn't it?
technically we weren't a couple. we didn't see each other or anything. but we had our time
but in all seriousness, you are a great guy and i'm privileged to know you and still be your friend :)
i'm sure there's a girl out there who is perfect for you (in the psych department) xD
and when you said your current love life was 'non existent' slap yourself because i know you've got your eye on a few chicks ;D

good luck.
great knowing you, hope we'll stay friends for a loooooooong time
xim

6. A Stranger

2010-07-14T13:15:00.000+10:00

right.. so basically i'm writing a letter to the 6 billions people i don't know.
it'd be awesome if i got to know you all.
actually no, then i'd have liek a gazllion fb friends, numbers, msn contacts.
but i hope if i meet you one day, you're a nice person.

yeah...

Your Dreams

2010-07-13T17:49:00.000+10:00

(not posting up the sibling one)

to my dreams (and nightmares):
oh herro there, no i'm not asleep. just wanted to say something to you , cos i'm meant to in the 30 letters thing.
umm yeah you guys are interesting.

oh wait.. is this dreams as in my sleeping dreams or my goals in teh future?
meh ill write both.

to my future dreams
i hope its all good. i hope everythign goes according to plan you know...

10 favourite things

2010-07-12T21:08:00.000+10:00

tagged by william.
unlike him i'm not gonna write about 10 favourite things in the opp. sex. =3

ten favourite things

one: friends
i could go on about my friends. i love them so much. they make me happy and feel awesome. and i love how i can just go up and hug them randomly and feel heaps better.

two: music
music can explain so much. it can bring people together. and we can dance to music (wink wink). music is a universal language everyone understands it. awesomeness. a happy song can lift you up on a sad day, a deep song can make you look at life deeper

three: sleep
i like sleep.

four: food
food makes me happy :) esp. chocolate. i'm usually more smiley after i eat. but i am an emotional eater, so when i'm unhappy about something, i eat whatever i can find.

five: sport
sport is good for the mind. i liek getting active and stuff: running out onto a field, diving into a pool no matter how shit i am at a sport. team sport is fun cos everyone has a laugh at how stupid we can get.

six: the net
facebook, youtube, msn. they're so frickin awesome. you meet, reconnect and chat with people. you learn so much online i swear. i love the net.

seven: lame/corny/cliche stuff
i like mushy stuff. i'd call myself a romantic, i like things lovey dovey, sweet, cute ^^. and i crack heaps of lame jokes. so yeah whenever a see a couple together i'll go teary at the eyes and be liek awww.

eight: laughing
laughter is sunshine for the soul

nine: fashion
fashion is unlimited. there are so many ways to express yourself. everyday you can have a totally differnet look, and style can bring peopel together, get you respect or whatever. wihtout fashion, we'd be like clones.

ten: meeting new people
links back to the internet abit. but the more connections you have the more you will see in life.

taking a break from the 30 letter thing

2010-07-12T16:48:00.000+10:00

Your Parent

2010-07-10T21:57:00.000+10:00

mum

do you wonder what happen if you married another man?
what if you didn't move to australia?
no use asking these questions, because we can't change the past. everythings happened and we have to live with the effects of it.

The Crush

2010-07-09T20:58:00.000+10:00

crush: someone you're infatuated with, but you know you can't be with.... (i don't think i've got any major crushes atm...)

The Best Friend

2010-07-08T20:38:00.000+10:00

hi pee (eve). you're my best friend :)

this is the 5th year that i've known you, 4th year being my awesome friend. i'm not too sure what to say in this letter thing, but i've never talked so much to someone in my life. i swear there's always something to tlak about. and there's always something incredibly lame to laugh about. really lame..
hey angel.... you duh sexayy ;D
i love how i can complain to you, and you give some really strange advice. i love our d&m's, we do that heaps dont we?
sometimes i reckon i'm slack to you, i rub all this stuff in your face without caring what you think. hope you can forgive me for that.
but in all seriousness pee, stop worrying about your appearance and your socialness, i truly believe that you will shine in the future, turn into a lovely social butterfly =] (yeah i know you think its retarded when i say that).
i realise that we're really stupid when we're together. we're talking about the weirdest things in the weirdest ways and i don't really care what other people think. its crazy yeah?
oh shit, i sound slightly lesbian. D: but you know what i mean ^^
remember we're gonna be friends regardless of what happens. we're going to go to uni, go clubbing together, and we're gonna travel together :) we're gonna be each other's bridesmaids, and our kids are going to be friends as well (hey this sounds like sisterhood of the travelling pants).
you're going to live a happy life pee. you deserve it, you're so nice to me its only fair you have everythign nice happen to you. you're going to marry a man whose goign to be perfect for you. you're going to have a solid happy family. fuck the 33% divorce rates

ok la pee, letter 1 one. just for you =3
love.
xim.

30 Letters

2010-07-08T17:32:00.000+10:00

I got this from William's blog (http://ngiammy-mrniceguy.blogspot.com/ ) sounds like an awesome idea.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favourite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person who gave you your favourite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

2010-07-05T20:39:00.000+10:00

r.i.p.

2010-07-03T18:23:00.000+10:00

wewww. i really like that new rihanna/eminem song: love the way you lie. the lyrics are frickin awesome, and sad. D:

You don't get another chance

Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

term 2 overr

2010-07-02T20:56:00.000+10:00

shout out to yale ge who was crazy enough to come around to my house today. awesome having you around, but dont do that every week ><

school holidays !! damn i'm grounded (cept for chess). i had so many hopes and plans. jo t's bday, diana's house, dance practise, someone else's place, city, etc. D:

i wanna learn bollywood dancing.

today these girls were doing a performance and i was like,

holy damn that is awesome. all the twirly whirly things and stuff ;D very smooth

i made souffle for the first time. they came out perfectly. what can i say, i'm a born chef~

hello? is it me you're looking for?

2010-06-30T20:38:00.000+10:00

today was the coldest morning in more than 60 years so everyone had reason to shiverr. this morning, we had the thermometer outside and it read (-2)degrees and we weren't even in the greater west. we're in for a frickin cold winter.

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new financial year's eve. to me, it doesnt seem that big, but in the finance sector and for businesses, its a heck of a deal. oh wait there are all the EFYS and i haven't been to any ):

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finally paid for social. $50 :D very excited. on a boat on the harbour, 2 DJ whewwww~ and apparently the dress code has changed a tad bit to : cocktail dress, or smart casual. so nice jeans.. can be accepted.
zeke see what you're going to miss out la? :]

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stay warm

stay happy

and love your family because you should.

monkeyy xx

i chop yew :L

2010-06-28T20:43:00.000+10:00

ohhh crap i have an english assessment and i haven't started to write a story D:
eww my face is so gross now :(
ah i think my eyes got bigger ^^ (somehow)
grrr what's with the weather, i was an icecube today
eeek someone scary is spamming my formspring...
oops i need to pay for social =\

fuck i'm not allowed to go out in the holidays

2010-06-24T22:23:00.000+10:00

i think fiona's camera naturally photoshops people's faces, check out my skin la

2010-06-24T22:03:00.000+10:00

for those who want to see how fuckin shitly i did, here we go. basically i got 4/7 below average by heaps. and i'm in teh bottom for lots of subjects

eng extension 39/50 (rank 132/168)
eng advanced 78/100 (rank 144/168)

maths 2u 40/50 (rank 71/156)
maths 3u 95/100 (rank 70/165)

economics 82/100 (rank 31/67)
modern history 85/100 (rank 61/65)
legal studies 80/100 (rank 33/38)
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my day was good, i think. ionno
i was really really tired in class. oh and i have this retarded thing going on. i blush heaps. like super blush, it sounds cute, but its really really bad. so ill be talking to a friend, teacher or something, then suddenly BAM i go tomato. so in english i was googling 'how to stop going red' and got all these stupid results: 'deep breaths', 'meditate' eff that ==

at lunch i went to the amnesty meeting and god it was good. talking abotu refugees from vietnam and cambodia. really sad stories, but it just makes you feel very lucky.

ohh i was walking home today and i realised that.. alot of people were looking at me. really weird. like alot.. i went home to like check if there was anyhting on my face, but my hair looked nice ^^ like.. flowwy

2010-06-24T21:27:00.001+10:00

2010-06-22T19:56:00.001+10:00

i feel like getting a sharpie and drawing a moustache on someone's face
(i moustache you a question, but i'm shavin it for later)

2010-06-18T19:21:00.000+10:00

Hello All~

i'm so so so frickin excited about camp. *dances around*

woooooooohhooooooooooo

i'm so highhhhhhhh~

i'm leaving on sunday afternoon and i'm catching the bus and train with 7 other people. its going ot be like a 2 hour trip. i'll be back at sghs tuesday arvo.

*sniffle* i know everyone will miss me. don't fear, i will be back soon <3

nomnomnomnom

2010-06-17T19:08:00.000+10:00

i entered in this competition set up by michelle lee. who is like one of my favourite youtubers, she's so cute. and you had to write what you liked about yourself. and she had 3 prizes up for grabs:

1. some 7 day skin care pack

2. matching bear phone charms

3. circle lenses

and i want the cirlce lenses so bad. cos apaprently they make your eyes look bigger, and they look fun too~ =D so here is what i wrote:

herro~

i love your videos, you're sooo cute ♥.

soo.. comp comp comp:

"i love my lameness. it makes people laugh and its the best ice breaker EVER"

...(i really want those lovely green circle lenses) ;D

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i'm doing a speech in school assembly tomoz! eeeeeeek wish me luck, i hope i dont go tomato red in front of like.. 950 + people

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i bought some junk food for camp... and ate half of it

every saint has a past every sinner has a future

2010-06-16T22:36:00.000+10:00

CAMP

CAMP
CAMP

i'm soo excited. its at collaroy centre and i have to make my own way up there. so i'll be there sunday night, monday, tuesday morning and ill be back at school at 3pm tuesday.

weeeeee~ its going to be my last school camp, so i want it to be the awesomist, must write a list of activities to do:

1. Play lots of Truth and Dare

2. Make a video of Gee (and Tell Me?)
3. Take shitloads of photos (and develop them later)
4. Find more stuff to do~

<3 it~

World Refugee Day BBQ, Mufti Day, Soccer Match

2010-06-15T19:00:00.000+10:00

great day guys. great day
very hectic, but in the end we got what we wanted, money for those who needed it.

2010-06-15T18:58:00.000+10:00

2010-06-14T22:10:00.003+10:00